I felt helpless today when someone said I was mentally weak. What I mean by mentally weak is not often about being mentally unstable or dumb but more so the lack of confidence and the lack of controlling certain emotions. I didn’t realise they had noticed that side of me and I sat still and started thinking. I hate that I really am weak in that sort of way.
Example: As much as I’d like to believe that I am confident, using mental images, I can never bring myself to do something when that time comes, in reality.
It’s also not the type of flaw you can really build up to become stronger, on your own especially. But a type that can be helped by the support of a loved one or someone inspiring.. I need that love and push. Nam’ sayin’
I’m determined to buy a motorcycle when I get back to Australia. I bought my helmet; it’s official. It will be done.